Fatigue confuses me …… Rest or sleep. Slipping in & out of consciousness, throughout the day & during my treatment. I begin with a full breakfast & my lunch consists of a sandwich, fruit, yogurt & a snack. Immediately in the infusion room the feasting begins. Perhaps being nervous my first visit with no encounter of nausea, led me to believe food absorbs the chemo.
Hard to remember much afterwards,usually I’m asleep. Arriving home ….. Deep sleep & naps throughout the day.
Come night and I’m wide awake. Night is silent as my mind is racing…… Various thoughts & prayers, my spirituality is tested by my darkest fears yet I’ve got this! I’m totally positive this will pass.
I focus on a purpose….